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    <content type="html">&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Times;mso-fareast-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;SOME THOUGHTS ON THE SOCIETY FOR CREATIVE ANACHRONISM&lt;br /&gt; and the Peculiar Pickle our under-examined customs have led us into.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; I. Something Old:&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; A. The reasons for a short-term Crown.&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;One reason for such short reigns was articulated to me by someone who was there at the beginnings of the SCA: &amp;quot;The reason we wanted a new King every few months was *specifically* to prevent anyone from accumulating too much power.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;We drifted away from this understanding, especially (it seems to me) in the Kingdoms on the West Coast of the continental USA. The change happened so slowly that a lot of people missed it, including the people whose actions started and perpetuated the change. Yes, but...not everyone involved in the drift towards borderline abuses of power in the SCA was unconscious of what they were doing, IMO. I saw some of them do it, and it looked to me like they were doing it on purpose...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;I've also seen people who want the temporary rank of King or Queen and the permanent perks associated with a Royal Peerage but who don't (IMO) understand the job. What is the job? Spectacle! (I'll get deeper into that soon.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;So having a new King or Queen every six months or so means new people get a chance to shine, and someone who's first reign is a disaster can think about that, and maybe learn, and do better next time. That has its merits.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Right now I'll just say that if we're doing the Middle Ages as they &amp;quot;should have been&amp;quot; then we do need&amp;mdash;IMO&amp;mdash;a ceremonial King or Queen. How we choose them developed almost by accident, and it's been taboo in the SCA to question that. Rattan fighters&amp;mdash;the Chivalry, mostly&amp;mdash;have held their (our) kind of swordplay to be superior to all other Arts, and many of them believe it's the ONLY fair and just way to choose our leadership, and hence our Aristocracy. This has aspects of a religious belief, which makes it hard to argue with in certain circles.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; It needs examination, tho, really it does.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; B. Riffing on the &amp;quot;Word of the Crown is Law&amp;quot;.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;This was originally conceived of as a lark: &amp;quot;There are no such things as Bears.&amp;quot; Or &amp;quot;Chocolate Chip Cookies are Coin of the Realm.&amp;quot; How and when did we reach a point where a King could tell a Peerage Council that they *could not meet* except in His August Presence, and pass this off as Law? (See Part I section C, directly below) &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; C. Imaginary Power and the necessity of consent.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;No rank in the SCA carries even the tiniest hint of real-world power with it. We contend (I deliberately did not use the word 'compete' there) in multiple disciplines (Arts, Service, Martial) for Status among our manifold sub-sub cultures; but being Baron is, as I used to say, like being the President of your local Moose Lodge. You're a big man in the Lodge, and you have some built-in status among Meese worldwide...but that won't buy even one cup of tea or get you out of a traffic ticket. This goes for the Peerages, including Royal Peerages, as well. Such power as we have is *Imaginary* and dependent upon agreement to the rules of the game.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;This is something a lot of people seem (to me) to miss: the need for people to consent to the Rules of the Game. Since these are, like the Roman Constitution, largely unwritten, every exercise of *Imaginary Power* at an SCA event requires the intentional Consent of at least a large majority of those involved. Very few people want to be ordered about and pushed around, and even those folks usually want the ability to withdraw consent.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Of course, they always CAN, dontcha know. They can leave: for a day, for a weekend, for a reign...or for good. This is the reality that a lot of &amp;quot;Powerful&amp;quot; SCAdians try not to think about, at least in my experience. Driving people to that extreme is harmful to the organization.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;So...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;The greater your notional 'power' the larger the number of people who must consent to your use of it. A Duke or Countess, if they wish to appear with a suitable retinue, has to recruit and train and get the agreement of those persons who will constitute that retinue. This may be accomplished thru negotiation (as by gathering students and squires around you) or by inspiring people who truly want to embody the Medieval Virtue of *Service* to join with you in the Spectacle you desire to present. Of course, you need to be awake to your vision of that Spectacle, if you want to truly embody the rank you have attained.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;And usually, the people in the retinue expect to receive some kind of compensation for their work: instruction, knowledge, verbal and emotional support, to perhaps be &amp;quot;spoken for&amp;quot; in Peerage Councils, or even just the reflected Status of the person they are serving. &amp;quot;Non-specific Reciprocity&amp;quot;, as anthropologists or anarchists might name it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;I have also seen people create retinues by bullying, usually by leaning on new peoples' desire to fit in. There's a lot of turnover in those retinues, because...well. Employers in the modern labor market have similar problems with retention, but they have more real world power than Duke Hutch the Horrendous, who can ruin your weekend, but not make you homeless.&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt; D. How the Illusion of coercive power (which we cultivate) damages recruiting and retention.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;People who are coerced by authority in their &amp;quot;mundane&amp;quot; lives will react negatively to being coerced in their recreational (and re-creational) activities. An enthusiastic recruit who has great interest in History will be attracted by our coolness, our Spectacle (clothes, tents, etc and Martial Activities) but may well be repelled by Royal Peers (among others) who exhibit Authoritarianism or (sometimes) Dark Triad traits.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;This will (at the least) soon reduce enthusiasm; and may drive away the exact sort of people we'd want to have, leaving us (often) with the sort of person who would seek to control others and rise to (illusory) power in the group. Or with sort of follower who &amp;quot;kisses up and kicks down&amp;quot; as the saying goes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;So, to the extent that we inundate newcomers with BS about fealty and the absolute power of the King and Queen (without making the imaginary nature of the power *abundantly, absolutely* clear...) we sabotage our own growth. That hurts us, folks. &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;A somewhat tangential example of this phenomenon happened to me long ago, when Egil's was held at Buford Park out near the Arboretum. As Baron of Adiantum at the time, my lady and I frequently walked the entire grounds&amp;ndash;sometimes together, often separately&amp;ndash;sometimes adorned with the tokens of our rank, and sometimes not. This gave us at least the illusion of being in touch with what was going on, you see?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;I walked by an encampment that was a bit isolated, and saw this guy I vaguely knew from the gym/spa I was working out at. Let's call him...Wally. Wally was standing in the only entrance to that camp, which was otherwise completely surrounded by blackberry briars and tall bracken and spiky looking shrubberies. It looked deliberate, like a wall to keep passers by out. Wally was playing his bagpipes. (He wasn't bad at it.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;I waved at him, and he nodded back, since he couldn't wave and pipe at once.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Later on I saw him at the spa. We got to talking SCA and I asked: &amp;quot;How come I never see you at the list field, or on Merchant's Row? And you never pipe outside your camp...&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;He was like: &amp;quot;What? What are you talking about?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;quot;Haven't you ever even attended Court?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;quot;HUH?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Me, frowning: &amp;quot;There's a lot going on, man. Aren't you an archery guy? (He said he'd placed third in the (mundane) Oregon State Open archery tournament) There are multiple shooting tournaments at the Archery field. Ya Know?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;*HE DIDN'T.*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Turns out, he was recruited to attend the event by a lady, and she took everyone's money and registered the whole household and *withheld* from the others in her group things like the Site Pamphlet, where the schedule of events was in those days. Wally literally had no idea that things like contests, tourneys, court, or shopping opportunities were available. He thought that every camp was like the one he was in, where no one went out and visitors were discouraged.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;I clued him in, expressing shock at the power play his lady friend was pulling. He soon told others in the household, and...let's just say I was not surprised when the group broke up, nor was I sad.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;But it's an example of how people intent on controlling others might act. And the way she went about it, assuming she could (from a position as a relative newcomer to the SCA) exert control over &amp;quot;her&amp;quot; household...that stuck with me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Think about the kind of damage a more experienced member might do, especially a Jim Jones type. &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; II. Something New:&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; A. Medievalism.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Medievalism is not actually new, per se. There has been nostalgia for times past since people first noticed that things were different &amp;quot;now&amp;quot; than &amp;quot;then&amp;quot;. The peculiar form that such nostalgia took at the time of the SCA's foundation might have been ephemeral, if the founders had not begun the task of codifying it for our use. Rediscovering through research and *experiment* the arts and culture of a wide range of extinct (or imaginary) civilizations was a new-ish thing in 1966, and tho there were (and still are) a lot of fits and starts, that's what the best of us in the SCA still do, in my opinion.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;I'm aware of people who say our Rattan fighting is entirely unrealistic. I'm not gonna argue that here. My Opinion? Rattan fighting most closely resembles foot combat in the 9th-12th Centuries CE. But...NOBODY KNOWS exactly what that was like. The earliest &amp;quot;fightbook&amp;quot; we have is from about 1300 CE.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;People wrote songs and epic poems about the warriors of the world pre-14th C. A lot of the people who wrote that stuff were monks, tho. Pardon me if I doubt the veracity of their descriptions of combat.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;I submit that our experimental evidence of what works and what doesn't against a person armed in chain and pot helm is as good as we are likely to get. Unless, of course, some earlier illustrated manuals of swordplay should appear, which is a possibility.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;That said, that kind of swordplay doesn't cover the entire period of the SCA's interest. By 1450 CE in Italy, and gradually in the rest of Europe soon after, people were carrying rapiers and side-swords and mostly street fighting with little or no armor. They still got out some plate and helms for wars, and sharpened up their broadswords and spears. But that was not their daily life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Even before that, longsword forms developed, some of them for armored combat, some of them precursors to rapier play. Lately, the SCA has adopted Cut and Thrust rules to account for that period of transition.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;But by then, choosing a King by battle was pretty much out of style. (Before you start yelling, yes I am aware of Bosworth. The rest of Europe was astounded that such antics were going on in &amp;quot;modern times&amp;quot; tho.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;For a lot of heavy fighters, the idea of choosing a Crown by means of a Cut and Thrust or Rapier tourney is unthinkable. But other people ARE thinking about it, or even of using Arts and Sciences as part of the process. There's nothing sacred about how we do things, even if we sacralize the spaces in which we do them. (See Part II,section B, directly below.) Our Social Contract is mostly unwritten, and thus amenable to negotiation and amendment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;For a lot of folks, we're way overdue for a general shakeup/down.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; B. Interactions in imaginary spaces.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;For some years I have been telling people that I see the SCA as an &amp;quot;intercontinental, decades-long, mostly improvised piece of Performance Art.&amp;quot; As part of this performance, we have divided big chunks of the world into Kingdoms and Principalities that exist only in relation to our organization. The form this takes on the ground is the invocation of 'sacred spaces' where our imaginary social relations can exist and flourish. The closer one is to the 'presence of the Crown' the nearer one is (theoretically) to the sacred.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;The fact that we rarely invoke these sacred spaces with ceremony or official announcements does NOT mean they haven't been unconsciously sacralized.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Within the sacred spaces we intentionally or unintentionally create, most of us seek to *enact* the Virtues, Chivalric or otherwise, that we conceive of as &amp;quot;Medieval&amp;quot;. &amp;nbsp;This enactment of an imaginary society is wildly variable (of course.) Newcomers may be clumsy, or adapt so quickly that one assumes they are long-time residents of the space; people who have been playing for decades can have very different interpretations of what we are doing, and some even revel in willfull ignorance or flouting of the ground rules. Still, one can often see examples of Courtesy, Gallantry, Chivalry, Franchise, Service, and Courage throughout the spaces at an SCA event. Other Virtues are harder to see, but no less important for our overall satisfaction with the result.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;The way this all relates to our problems with recruitment and retention...see section I, C and D, above.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; C. The Crowns and Coronets (Including Baronial) as Spectacle.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Now first, a clarification: I am using the word &amp;quot;Spectacle&amp;quot; even tho it has a specific meaning in modern Political Economy (See The Situationist International, and Guy Debord specifically) as &amp;quot;a relationship among people *mediated* by an endless stream of images&amp;quot;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;For purposes of this essay, Spectacle will mean the common definition of the word: &amp;quot;a visually striking performance or display&amp;quot;. But yes, I intend a bit of that Situationist thought to intrude. What our Spectacle distracts you from (at its best) is the mundane realities that underpin all of our efforts, and that intrude into our performance at the least invitation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;So, when a fighter and consort enter Crown or Coronet, or a couple puts their hat in the ring as candidates for Baron/ess, what they are doing (IMO) is auditioning for a major role in our collective performance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;If done consciously, with focused effort, this can result in outstanding performances, the sort where an entire ballroom full of people simultaneously draw breath and sigh with that awestruck &amp;quot;Oooooh&amp;quot; that is really way better than a standing ovation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;A related point is that the Royal Peerages that we enjoy after serving in this capacity are not really *fighting* awards. They are for *service*. This is always the case for the consort, of course, but I maintain that it's every bit as true for the Victor. *I* regard my viscounty as something more akin to a Pelican than to a Knighthood or a MoD. One's skill at arms allows that person and their consort the *opportunity* to serve in that role; a person who won the Crown and abdicated before the performance would not become a Count/Countess.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; D. The nature of such Improvised Performance Art&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Earlier I mentioned the way that mundane realities tend to intrude on our performances. Little stumbles are an inevitable part of improvisation. People fall in and out of our personas constantly, in part because we are constantly reminded of the &amp;quot;real&amp;quot; world, in large ways and small. Gliding over those stumbles without calling attention to them is the main escape from that distraction, I think.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;I just try to do my best to use proper titles and stay courteous, even when I'm bumped out of my groove.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;As Johann says: &amp;quot;Your Mileage May Vary.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; III. Something Borrowed:&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; A. Modern hierarchies of oppression.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;I suppose it does not go without saying that one of the sources of friction in an organization like the SCA is our diverse membership, spanning class, race, and (mostly) political persuasion.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;If we imagine a person who is wealthy, and whose income is mostly from multiple passive streams (as the Financiers say) then that person may find a craft or a service or art to which s/he can become devoted, and master it in less time than others might take. Or rather: the number of hours devoted to acquiring the skill may be the same, roughly; but the mundanely wealthy person can pack those hours into fewer days or months or years.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;In this way, and in others that I am sure you can think of, we tend to import the class system of our daily lives, that presses down on many people, into our game. Often this happens unconsciously, at least on the part of the mundanely &amp;quot;better&amp;quot; person. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Now this needn't be fatal to us as a group, or to any individual. As long as those who have gained skill or earned status understand that we are all, and each, doing what we can, as and when we can do it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Yeah. But I've seen peers and near-peers who definitely look down on the scruffy teenaged kids in their ragged hand-me-down poly-cotton tunics and stained wool-blend cloaks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Some of those kids are at an event as a lark, and some of them are watching to see what they need to do to fit in better and advance. One of them may win a Crown someday, as many people have pointed out; and I have had no luck distinguishing that one from the others, when they first appear. More to the point: one of them may pioneer a new Art or previously understudied period or culture, enriching the organization in ways that we cannot foresee.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;(Kids raised by SCA parents often&amp;mdash;but not always&amp;mdash;skip this stage.)&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; B. Royal Peers as servants not masters.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;A lot of Peers and Royal Peers see themselves as servants to the Crown, and rightly so.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;My position is that we need to see ourselves as also servants to the populace, especially the newest members, and to understand that the retention problems the SCA is facing &amp;quot;spring (somewhat) from our own deeds&amp;quot;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;A big part of that service to the membership, as I see it, is more of that Spectacle I talked about earlier. As a Royal Peer that can be at a less intense and stressful level than it was when you were the center of attention. But you know: look the part, embody your art, and treat with chivalry, courtesy, gallantry&amp;mdash;maybe even magnanimity&amp;mdash;those of every degree.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Like we all at least once swore to do...some of us with our hands on the Sword of State. Or on the Grail of the Summits. Or on some other relic of our shared performance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;I don't know about you, but that's what I'm here for, even when I fail of my purpose.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; C. The rule (?) of one thousand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;My experience suggests that one person out a thousand citizens within any set of geographical boundaries will join Our Group. Ten % of them will play with el&amp;aacute;n and verve and persistence. From this ten percent come (eventually, perhaps) the Peers and Baronage.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;To the extent that this true, it means a town of 1000 people won't be a Shire, save by the creation of a strong and lasting household; a city of six thousand can reach Shire status easily, but it will be handicapped if it tries to become a Barony; and on up the ranks of branch status. (The BOD and the Corpora set the limits on branch size.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;So a City with 200K residents might reasonably expect to find 200 people who will at least hang around and maybe help some with its local events, and twenty who will dive in and really work to make the Barony tick.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;One consequence of this is that if the Crown chooses the &amp;quot;wrong&amp;quot; candidate for the Baronial circlet, a bunch of stuff can go wrong really quickly. If there are twenty Pelicans in your branch and 18 of them are pissed by an unpopular choice for that office, one bad thing happens right away: it gets hard to find the person-power to put on the local events (which branches are required to have).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;In the long run, when we lose people? We lose institutional memory. And that means that we make the same mistakes as our forebears made, sometimes over and over.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;That's why Old Barons, and especially Old Baronesses, are so important to our game. Oriented locally, right on the scene, and remembering the decades-old fuckups.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;The rule of one thousand is also why branches in smaller towns are always so fragile: Let one feud between households fester, and before you know it the shire fails. And Corpora forbids a formal divorce. If somebody you really don't like lives in your zip code, you may have to travel long hours to participate at a different branch. I've seen that happen.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; D. See what is happening in SBC&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;The SBC (Southern Baptist Convention) is a modern religious denomination whose recent history has lessons for us in the SCA.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;I won't go thru the whole shebang, but the key thing is that their church, the denomination that is, has been losing membership at a catastrophic rate ever since about 1973. The Church itself, corporately, used various tricky statistical hand wavings to hide this from themselves and from the congregations that make up the &amp;quot;Convention&amp;quot;. Around 2010 those tricks began to fail. Everyone noticed the problem.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;One of the responses&amp;mdash;not the only one, but a telling one&amp;mdash;by the men (they are all men) who run this thing is to say that the falling membership shows that their church is being &amp;quot;purified&amp;quot;. The folks leaving were not &amp;quot;real Baptists, or even real Christians&amp;quot; and thus will not be missed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Meanwhile, the number of Butts in Pews continues to fall, and last year for the first time there were fewer congregations affiliated with the SBC than the year before.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;I'm sure you get what I'm talking about. If you don't...?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;I've rarely heard this said, as yet, but it floats around as a subtext in our various discussions of recruitment, and especially of retention:&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;quot;We didn't need them anyway cuz they were not *real* SCAdians, or even real Medievalists...&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Now don't get me wrong. I don't want Nazis in the SCA, nor Klansmen, nor any of their foul ilk. I'm happy that we've begun to shed them, at least the ones who make themselves known.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Just keep in mind that we've lost some good people over the last decade who took a lot of expertise, a ton of hard-won knowledge and scholarship, and a lot of institutional memory with them. And IMO it wasn't modern left-right politics that drove most of them away, it was internal back-biting and cruelty that did it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Newcomers come and go, and the SCA is not a suitable game for everyone: Remember that one-in-a-thousand thing that I've observed? But when a near-peer with teaching skills and reasonably good manners throws up their hands and leaves in a huff? That I consider a loss to us EVEN IF I didn't like that person very much.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; IV. The &amp;quot;The Royals and the Peers are Arrogant Assholes&amp;quot; Blues.&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;I titled this section the way I did, because I've actually heard people say that, and, considering the stories they told, I had a hard time finding a way to dissuade them from their opinion. I figure there are probably stories about me circulating out there, talking about times that I fucked up; and others may find themselves in the same pickle that I did, now and then, when thinking to defend me.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;So...In conclusion, here are the TL;DR point of the above:&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;IMO the SCA is not just a game, it's a performance.&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;The Crowns, Coronets, and Baronage are among the stars of the Show. So ya gotta act your part, okay?&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Your Title in the SCA really does depend on the consent of the Populace: what does it even mean to &amp;quot;be&amp;quot; a Countess or a Duke if almost everyone thinks you're an ass?&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;There is way too much of what I consider borderline abuse of power in the SCA, and we lose membership as a direct result of it. We can do better.&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;I assume that most of us are doing as well as we can; I want to learn and do better, and I think you (whatever your status) could do that too.&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;And since (IMO) our numbers are and always will be limited by mundane reality, we really have to do better if we want to reverse the downward trend we all see occurring.&lt;br /&gt; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;And some Magnanimity would help a lot, IMO.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;      &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=97479" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>zzambrosius_02 @ 2024-01-17T15:08:00</title>
    <published>2024-01-17T20:54:28Z</published>
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    <content type="html">A bit of teaser from the novel I am writing now. FYI: The Emperor is indeed behind the horrors that Nicodemus and his family have endured. And the fate of his sisters is not yet clear to me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;                    &lt;p class="MsoNormalCxSpFirst" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&amp;quot;Unto His most Royal Majesty Andronicus Palaeologus, Autocrator of the Romans, Imperator and Caesar of Constantinople;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&amp;quot;From Her Majesty Sar&amp;aacute;yi, called MedusaKori, Queen Regnant of all the Serbs, Daughter of Dragutin, Crown Prince of Serbia, and daughter of the Royal Princess Iren&amp;eacute; Komnena, who was the granddaughter of Alexios IV, born in the purple:&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&amp;quot;Greetings, royal cousin!&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&amp;quot;Our private secretary has drawn Our attention to Your letter, received here a week past, where You inquired about the health of Our guest, one Nicodemus Ducas. You will be pleased to know that Our vassal Count Constantine, having tested the young man most strenuously, felt confident in dubbing him a knight of the Serbian Commonwealth.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&amp;quot;This young man We found worthy and We welcomed him as was fitting for a nobleman. We are astounded to hear that his father and mother are dead, and discount entirely the rumors We hear of Your involvement in their deaths.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;Lord Sir Nicodemus himself is doubtful that such perfidy could originate with Your Majesty. He wishes to recieve from you news, by the swiftest courier You can find, of his older and younger sisters, whom he has not seen since men claiming to be of your guard corps seized and imprisoned him.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;He has heard no word of them since his escape from durance vile, and his fears for their safety are overwhelming to him.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;As for sending him back to You, We must decline.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;However short his stay here has been thus far, We have found his advice quite valuable, and have a mind to retain him in Our service for the foreseeable future. His knowledge of the arcana of life in Constantinople, his mastery of several languages, and his youth and vigor, tempered with wisdom unusual in such a young Lord: all these things command our admiration. We have put in motion the steps to make him Our Consul of Skoplje, where he will serve Us both as Mayor and as Captain of Our City Guard. We are sure that You will rejoice to hear that he has advanced to such a high position, and that he has the protection of the Queen of all the Serbs.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;We await Your reply, hoping for news of the young Lord's sisters.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;May Your Majesty reign long and wisely, Emperor of the Romans, King of all Hellenes, mightiest of Lords, save only for The Lord.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;By Our hand and seal this ___ day of ___, In the Year of Our Lord 1295:&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormalCxSpMiddle" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;(Signed) Sar&amp;aacute;yi Regina Srbika (sealed).&lt;/p&gt;      &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=97159" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>A tale of Covid</title>
    <published>2021-03-17T18:05:09Z</published>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div class="kvgmc6g5 cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;So this is what happened:&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;Last year I attended Miyakocon. The last sci-fi-adjacent convention that actually occurred in 2020, I'm pretty sure...In Oregon, that is. That was the weekend of the 22nd of February.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;By then the Previous Administration knew damn well how dangerous the Plague was gonna be, but they weren't talking, to the rest of us at least.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;So: altho Miyakocon is not (yet) a very big con, it's over-attended for the size of the hotel. The hallways were frequently as packed as pathways on Saturday at the Country Fair. I talked at length with a pretty large number of people, face-to-face, with not a mask in sight.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;That was the last time I was in a public place unmasked. Seems weird now, in retrospect.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(It was a great weekend BTW. In addition to my usual gigs at Creation Station, I taught an informal Fiore-I33-Silver longsword class to a bunch of young folks who were playing around with those &amp;quot;combat ready&amp;quot; light saber simulators. That was fun.)&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyhow, about two weeks later, Starting March 9, I had a *VERY BAD WEEK* where I was sick with overall body aches and could barely function enough to make tea and wake up Marian.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="d2edcug0 hpfvmrgz qv66sw1b c1et5uql oi732d6d ik7dh3pa fgxwclzu a8c37x1j keod5gw0 nxhoafnm aigsh9s9 d3f4x2em fe6kdd0r mau55g9w c8b282yb iv3no6db jq4qci2q a3bd9o3v knj5qynh oo9gr5id hzawbc8m" dir="auto"&gt;&lt;div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;By Thursday that week, I felt mostly&amp;mdash;but not all the way&amp;mdash;recovered.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I did not immediately connect that illness with either Covid or the con. Covid was still mostly a lung misery then, or at least that's how most of the the media reported it.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here's the thing, tho: for a year, I never really fully recovered. Some days were better, some worse. But constant joint and muscle pain, sometimes enough to make me completely useless.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'd get up in the AM, walk around enough to warm up, go to work or set myself up to write, and when I was done, I was *DONE*.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rarely got a good night's sleep, either. Pain would wake me up a couple times a night.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I started to get suspicious. I read more about the virus. By mid-June, I'd heard about people suffering horrendous whole-body pain as part of the virus. And I also realized that not everyone (or even most people) were presenting with all of the possible symptoms of Covid.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;EGAD.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On Sunday last I got my first shot of Moderna vax. My shoulder was sore the rest of the day&amp;mdash;like I took a hard shot through armor from Davin or Willem.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I slept through the night Sunday to Monday.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="d2edcug0 hpfvmrgz qv66sw1b c1et5uql oi732d6d ik7dh3pa fgxwclzu a8c37x1j keod5gw0 nxhoafnm aigsh9s9 d3f4x2em fe6kdd0r mau55g9w c8b282yb iv3no6db jq4qci2q a3bd9o3v knj5qynh oo9gr5id hzawbc8m" dir="auto"&gt;&lt;div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;I woke up Monday morning with a sore shoulder...and almost no other perceptible pain. Well, I had a little here and there: I'm 66 years old. But *NOTHING* like I had been putting up with for the previous 12 months.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So...I'm no longer suspicious. I read about &amp;quot;long Covid&amp;quot; symptoms going away after a first dose of the vax. I never would have believed it could happen in less than 24 hours. But here I am.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No longer suspicious. Pretty much certain I had Covid in March 2020 and &amp;quot;long Covid&amp;quot; symptoms for a year afterwards.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At the moment, I'm actually feeling fairly &amp;quot;spry&amp;quot; as they say about old guys.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How many of y'all have similar stories to tell?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When you get your vax, pay attention. See if some unpleasant things you've been putting up with just disappear. I'll be interested in your stories.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q"&gt;&lt;div dir="auto" style="text-align: start;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gotta go. See ya!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div class="stjgntxs ni8dbmo4 l82x9zwi uo3d90p7 h905i5nu monazrh9" data-visualcompletion="ignore-dynamic"&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div class="l9j0dhe7"&gt;&lt;div class="bp9cbjyn m9osqain j83agx80 jq4qci2q bkfpd7mw a3bd9o3v kvgmc6g5 wkznzc2l oygrvhab dhix69tm jktsbyx5 rz4wbd8a osnr6wyh a8nywdso s1tcr66n"&gt;&lt;div class="bp9cbjyn j83agx80 buofh1pr ni8dbmo4 stjgntxs"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="tojvnm2t a6sixzi8 abs2jz4q a8s20v7p t1p8iaqh k5wvi7nf q3lfd5jv pk4s997a bipmatt0 cebpdrjk qowsmv63 owwhemhu dp1hu0rb dhp61c6y iyyx5f41"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=96882" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-01-01:2690390:96529</id>
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    <title>I'KOSMAE: A Multiverse in the Balance, Epilog</title>
    <published>2020-10-14T00:34:05Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-14T00:39:56Z</updated>
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    <category term="magistros phalango iera"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:center" align="center"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:&amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;span style="mso-spacerun:yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:&amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;color:#2F2F2F"&gt;EPILOG: Aret&amp;eacute; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;Ambros dropped in on a ridge near the top of the South hills of Eugene, in his own Line. Trees lay fallen, broken, and some of them scorched or burned. He found an undamaged trunk that jutted out over the dropoff and climbed up. He used his commonwealth laptop as a telescope, holding it in front of him and surveying the damage.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hardly a house remained unharmed. Whole neighborhoods were wasted, burned or smashed by the weapons brought to bear by the various sides. He shook his head in dismay.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bright blue flags on tall poles indicated the presence of Commonwealth Guilds. Warrior Guilds guarded key spots and important intersections; ambassadors from Diplomacy Deme camped on the remains of City Hall, coordinating rescue and reconstruction efforts; Tech and Road Guilds worked with present and former City of Eugene workers to restore electric and sewer systems; Medical Guild were scattered around the city, treating wounds and isolating people with bites for anti-viral treatments.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There was a column of smoke rising from across the river. He zeroed in on that; it was what he&amp;rsquo;d come to check out. He sighed as he studied the tactical situation at the Riverside Mall.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://zzambrosius-02.dreamwidth.org/96529.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=96529" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-01-01:2690390:96400</id>
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    <title>I'KOSMAE: A Multiverse in the Balance, Chapter Twenty-six</title>
    <published>2020-10-11T23:19:37Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-11T23:19:37Z</updated>
    <category term="politics economics and culture"/>
    <category term="swordplay"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:center" align="center"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:&amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;color:#2F2F2F"&gt;CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX: The Aftermath, With Ethical Dilemmas&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;Ambros, Arrenji, and Voukli dropped into a plaza in Paris: obviously a version of Paris, despite the lack of several important landmarks from his own Line&amp;rsquo;s version.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His visor showed him three layers of force fields, one encompassing the plaza, another wrapped around the outer walls of a smallish fortified cathedral, and a third closely mirroring the walls of the cathedral itself.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;We&amp;rsquo;re sure he&amp;rsquo;s in there, then?&amp;rdquo; Ambros holstered his pistol and relaxed a bit.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Voukli shrugged: &amp;ldquo;Reds and Blacks have been pressing him and his bodyguards for three days. Traced their last Saltation to here. And this is where the Squids thought he&amp;rsquo;d go, at the end. His &amp;lsquo;last resort&amp;rsquo; they thought.&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;They can&amp;rsquo;t Jump through our force fields,&amp;rdquo; said Arrenji: &amp;ldquo;If the Emperor is going to escape us now, he&amp;rsquo;ll have to do it on foot.&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Voukli nodded: &amp;ldquo;He&amp;rsquo;s supposed to have four women with him. At any one time three of them are armed and armored; whichever one isn&amp;rsquo;t armored is for his pleasure.&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Arrenji made a face.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Red Warrior Guild soldiers massed in the square near them. Arrenji made a handsign and they approached and spread out along the walls, eventually surrounding the compound completely.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Twenty Black Warriors dropped in, atop the walls, facing the cathedral. Arrenji made another handsign and one of the squads of techs moved forward. After a minute, the heavy oak door disintegrated.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Blacks jumped down and charged the cathedral, smashing windows and breaking doors and entering through every opening so created.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Red Warriors flowed through the open gate, taking the inside of the wall and laying down cover fire throughout the gardens. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gunfire broke out, the loud reports of ATL slugthrowers and the sound of blasters, countered by the buzz of Commonwealth microwave projectors and the zing of the Black&amp;rsquo;s own longarms.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ambros heard the all-clear even as the Magistriae jogged forward. He followed close behind as they passed into the nave. Blacks were staged on either side of the vestry door, and on the dais behind the altar. More of them herded a sad-looking trio of prisoners into a corner; others dragged the corpses of their enemies aside, leaving a clear path for the Sacred Band trio.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The inner force field followed their movements, contracting as they approached their target.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Stand ready,&amp;rdquo; Arrenji said, calm and sarcastic: &amp;ldquo;We&amp;rsquo;re about to call on his Majesty Jean IV, self proclaimed Emperor of the Multiverse. I expect he&amp;rsquo;s not going to welcome us...&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://zzambrosius-02.dreamwidth.org/96400.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;    &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;      &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=96400" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-01-01:2690390:96223</id>
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    <title>I'KOSMAE: A Multiverse in the Balance, Chapter Twenty-five</title>
    <published>2020-10-07T01:10:30Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-07T01:17:05Z</updated>
    <category term="alternate history"/>
    <category term="politics economics and culture"/>
    <category term="swordplay"/>
    <category term="i'kosmae"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:center;text-indent:.25in" align="center"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:&amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;color:#2F2F2F"&gt;CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE: Rage and Sorrow&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&amp;ldquo;Fucking hell!&amp;rdquo; Ambros shouted: &amp;ldquo;Everybody down!&amp;rdquo; Two dozen bullets hit his armor, from front and back, and multiple hits spattered against his visor.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two bullets hit on gambeson: one on his shoulder, one on his butt. He winced.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They dove for ditches and low spots. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Something fell in front of him: two bullets, fused together point-to-point.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Meg&amp;aacute;los! Bit off more than we can chew! Got at least forty Panzers and a dozen Tigers here!&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Akuo sas. I&amp;rsquo;ll get you a Phalanx and an ekato.&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Efxharisto...Heather! What&amp;rsquo;s up?&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Heather shouted into a walkie-talkie: &amp;ldquo;I got help coming! Hold the high school if you can!&amp;rdquo; She rolled to face him: &amp;ldquo;My people are in the high school, with a bunch of locals and some US Army Reserves from Corvallis. They have a lot of weapons and ammo, but nothing that can touch these tanks.&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A Panzer approached the front door of the school and fired its cannon point blank, obliterating the door and blowing a huge hole in the wall. SS infantry charged in and a nasty-sounding gunfight began. Screams echoed.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://zzambrosius-02.dreamwidth.org/96223.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=96223" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-01-01:2690390:95706</id>
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    <title>I'KOSMAE: A Multiverse in the Balance, Chapter Twenty-four</title>
    <published>2020-09-28T01:27:32Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-07T01:56:01Z</updated>
    <category term="gunplay"/>
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    <category term="politics economics and culture"/>
    <category term="'that's nazis for ya'"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:center" align="center"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:&amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;color:#2F2F2F"&gt;CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR: All the Shit Hits Everywhere&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&amp;ldquo;I am not a committed pacifist. I would not hold that it is under all imaginable circumstances wrong to use violence, even though the use of violence is in some sense unjust. I believe that one has to estimate relative justices. But the use of violence and the creation of some degree of injustice can only be justified on the basis of the claim and the assessment&amp;mdash;which always ought to be undertaken very, very seriously and with a good deal of skepticism&amp;mdash;that this violence is being exercised because a more just result is going to be achieved.&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;― Noam Chomsky&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;The room lit up, the flash from outside bright enough to wake him from a deep sleep. He rolled to his feet, shielding his eyes. A deep, throaty &amp;ldquo;boom&amp;rdquo; filled his ears and he cursed in several languages:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Jannet! Wake up! Now!&amp;rdquo; He used his Command voice, well aware that she had never before heard that tone from him.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She rolled over, muzzy with sleep, knuckling the matter from her eyes: &amp;ldquo;What? &amp;lsquo;Wha...&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He interrupted, still in Command mode, calm but firm: &amp;ldquo;Get dressed. Wake up Kim and Jimmy, then get upstairs. Wake up Marie and Luisa. Then put in your contacts, and grab your bag. Meet in the front yard in ten minutes.&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She stared at him, puzzled. She began to do as he&amp;rsquo;d ordered, slowly and reluctantly.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then the ground wave from the explosion rolled through, shaking the house and bringing down some wallboard from the ceiling above her.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Shit!&amp;rdquo; she yelled, and started throwing her clothes around, donning some, searching through the pockets of each item, looking for her phone.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Arial;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://zzambrosius-02.dreamwidth.org/95706.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align:justify;text-indent:.25in"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;      &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=95706" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-01-01:2690390:95344</id>
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    <title>I'KOSMAE: a Multiverse in the Balance Chapter Twenty-three</title>
    <published>2020-09-23T03:56:11Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-07T02:02:38Z</updated>
    <category term="music"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;b style="font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;; color: rgb(47, 47, 47);"&gt;CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE: Satori(s) and a Concert in Salem&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;The rest of April passed, for Ambros, in what had become his &amp;ldquo;normal&amp;rdquo;: a blur of small but important tasks and instantaneous voyages to diverse places. He did more of the &amp;lsquo;Assemblyist Missionary&amp;rsquo; visits every few days, pressing the Wobblies to find him targets. He lost track of how many he&amp;rsquo;d done.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sometimes he came home from those trips hopeful, other times downcast and angry.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Around Tax Day he briefed the &amp;lsquo;highest Status&amp;rsquo; Warriors from twenty Allied Lines on &amp;ldquo;what to expect when the coming multi-Timeline Incursion begins.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;At least that bunch didn&amp;rsquo;t disbelieve me, or doubt my predictions,&amp;rdquo; he said to Luisa and Marie.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His weapons skills improved, to the point that he had a hard time recalling all of the lessons he'd learned: &amp;lsquo;Those techniques are now, each and all, part of my &amp;ldquo;style&amp;rdquo;. New stuff grows from the old, almost without me thinking about it.&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As his training advanced, his body changed, so subtly that he hardly noticed for a long time.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After a particularly grueling session with Arrenji, he went to shower in the Command Complex, instaed of at the City Baths. He caught a glimpse of himself, nude, in the wall-sized mirror. He stared for a moment.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://zzambrosius-02.dreamwidth.org/95344.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=95344" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-01-01:2690390:95140</id>
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    <title>I'KOSMAE: a Multiverse in the Balance Chapter Twenty-two</title>
    <published>2020-09-15T22:15:09Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-07T02:05:08Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;b style="font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;"&gt;CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO: &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b style="font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;; color: rgb(47, 47, 47);"&gt;Sardonic-Synchronic Bleed-over&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: center;" align="center"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;; color: rgb(47, 47, 47);"&gt;From an&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;; color: rgb(47, 47, 47);"&gt;Adjacent Timeline&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Ambros deplaned at LaGuardia, groaning from the discomfort of six hours in a confined space. His left leg tingled and cramped briefly; multiple wounds demanded an accounting.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lsquo;It wouldn&amp;rsquo;t do to arrive in New York by Shifter, with the damned Intelligence services watching the airport.&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It occurred to him that he could have Shifted to Cleveland or Pittsburg and suffered from a shorter flight: &amp;lsquo;I&amp;rsquo;ll do that next time...and there&amp;rsquo;s sure to be a next time, more&amp;rsquo;s the pity.&amp;rsquo; Then he thought: &amp;lsquo;You know what? The hell with that nonsense. I should mark a restroom stall while I&amp;rsquo;m here, and just drop in there. Let all of the spies worry about how I get to wherever I am...&amp;rsquo;&amp;nbsp;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His briefcase and shoulder bag were all he had for luggage, so he passed through the checkpoints without undue delay.&amp;nbsp;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He detoured to a nearby restroom and marked the stall nearest the door by creating a Path on his Shifter.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That task complete, he exited and looked around. He followed a series of signs that said:&amp;nbsp;&lt;i&gt;EXIT&amp;nbsp;&lt;/i&gt;or&amp;nbsp;&lt;i&gt;TO TAXIS&amp;nbsp;&lt;/i&gt;until he saw daylight and doorways to the world outside the terminal.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A man in a chauffer&amp;rsquo;s uniform stood among others similarly dressed, holding a sign that read &amp;ldquo;ROTHAKIS&amp;rdquo;.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ambros shook his head and limped slightly on a beeline for the fellow, who glanced at a photo and spoke:&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Mr Rothakis? 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    <title>I'KOSMAE: a Multiverse in the Balance Chapter Twenty-one</title>
    <published>2020-09-11T21:01:44Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-07T02:09:31Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;b style="font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: center; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;"&gt;CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE: Feelings; Greece in 1940 and 2009; Ambassador Harvey&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Ambros dropped in to a spot deep in a huge brake of blackberry brambles. He pushed an invisible tarp aside, revealing the small encampment concealed by the Commonwealth light-bending material. The month of February had come in; it was colder and rainier than January, a truly miserable time to be sleeping rough or camping in leaky nylon tents.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Since the authorities had broken up the organized camps in the Swamp, the various sub-groups of the hapless and homeless had made shift to find other places to be. Ambros knew that there were several in that area, along the river downstream from the Rose Gardens.&amp;nbsp;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Arlen stood there, tears on his face, his panic button in hand. Ambros swallowed, knowing before Arlen spoke what must have happened.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;When?&amp;rdquo; he asked.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://zzambrosius-02.dreamwidth.org/94942.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=94942" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-01-01:2690390:94656</id>
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    <title>I'KOSMAE: a Multiverse in the Balance Chapter Twenty</title>
    <published>2020-09-09T00:09:41Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-07T02:12:15Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;b style="font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;"&gt;CHAPTER TWENTY: Commonwealth New Year; Most of a Month in Seventeen&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Ambros led Randy from the War Room. They walked the halls.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Randy wore a medallion, one that identified him as &amp;lsquo;New Citizen, Guild or Skolo: Uncommitted&amp;rsquo;. People working or socializing in the many niches on either side of the hallways saluted him gravely, each after the manner of their own Guilds.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Why are they all saluting me?&amp;rdquo; Randy asked.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ambros grinned: &amp;ldquo;A general principle: each one thinks that you may choose their Guild; you may one day be a consequential member of their Guild. See, it&amp;rsquo;s not just War Guild members who are working hereabouts: Thinker&amp;rsquo;s, Technical, even some Laborers, plus History...they are all here on one sort of errand or another. Recently I eavesdropped on some Road Guild Magistrae at one of the basement caf&amp;eacute;s here in War Guild Command Complex.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Randy frowned, clearly thinking hard, then said: &amp;ldquo;So on the off chance that I might choose their Guild, they...&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;They treat you with respect, and hope for the best,&amp;rdquo; Ambros finished. As they passed through the building, people began gathering their belongings and preparing for the evening&amp;rsquo;s ceremonies.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At length they passed through the Main Hall. A woman in Dissenter&amp;rsquo;s robes, her hair in a tightly braided topknot, held forth for a group of Red Warrior students:&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://zzambrosius-02.dreamwidth.org/94656.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=94656" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-01-01:2690390:94386</id>
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    <title>I'KOSMAE: a Multiverse in the Balance Chapter Nineteen</title>
    <published>2020-08-26T01:22:13Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-07T02:16:09Z</updated>
    <category term="warfare"/>
    <category term="politics economics and culture"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"&gt;CHAPTER NINETEEN: Death and Birth&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;For a few minutes, it seemed to Ambros that the whole world became a continuous explosion. The communicator in his helmet spoke quietly in Meg&amp;aacute;los&amp;rsquo; voice: &amp;ldquo;Stay down, soldier girls and boys, turn on your beacons if you&amp;rsquo;re hit. This is bad shit going down...&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ambros had to agree: &amp;ldquo;I&amp;rsquo;m supposed to be helping the Red Warrior Guild get out of Bangui, since they got trapped...&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A bomb went off and Ambros yelled: &amp;ldquo;Way too damn close, Commander!&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Endaxi...I got a read on position and I sent...&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Meg&amp;aacute;los&amp;rsquo; voice faded out and Ambros&amp;rsquo; &amp;ldquo;radio&amp;rdquo; gave him only static. He looked at his visor and saw a set of coordinates: &amp;lsquo;I don&amp;rsquo;t know if that&amp;rsquo;s the location of the artillery or not...&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He shrugged and spoke aloud: &amp;rdquo;I really don&amp;rsquo;t wanna stay here, though.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;More explosions, all around his position: &amp;lsquo;Is this random, or am I bracketed?&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He sent the coordinates to his Shifter by a flick of his eyes.&amp;nbsp;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Another shell landed about twenty feet to the west of him: &amp;ldquo;Oh, fuck...&amp;rdquo;&amp;nbsp;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The shell didn&amp;rsquo;t go off: &amp;lsquo;A dud...&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://zzambrosius-02.dreamwidth.org/94386.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=94386" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-01-01:2690390:94046</id>
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    <title>I'KOSMAE: a Multiverse in the Balance Chapter Eighteen</title>
    <published>2020-08-08T00:36:21Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-07T02:19:00Z</updated>
    <category term="alternate history"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;b style="font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;"&gt;CHAPTER EIGHTEEN: The Verge of Enlightenment&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Ambros sat on the table, his body drenched with sweat, his cloned leg aching like it was newly attached. The Physical Therapy Magistros sat on a stool across the room, making notes on a lapscroll. He spoke to the Technican who&amp;rsquo;d been twisting and testing his leg: &amp;ldquo;What&amp;rsquo;s your opinion?&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She said: &amp;ldquo;He&amp;rsquo;s good to go. If he keeps up his exercises, he should have no more trouble. The leg will ache in wet weather, and maybe if he&amp;rsquo;s under stress...for perhaps another year or so, but that&amp;rsquo;s normal.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Endaxi,&amp;rdquo; said the Magistros. The fellow grinned: &amp;ldquo;Good health to you Spathos, and may we never see you here in the Temple again.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;That&amp;rsquo;d be fine by me,&amp;rdquo; Ambros said, a little grumpy. He sent a note to Combat Medical, announcing his full recovery, and copied that note to the Sacred Band chat space on the Kyklo.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then he walked out, both legs equally pained, as had not been the case since he&amp;rsquo;d been injured: &amp;lsquo;I suppose that twisting both legs past discomfort and affirming that the injury is no longer affecting my gait was worthwhile...&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He suspected that Temple physicians and techs got a rise out of doing PT on Warriors: &amp;lsquo;Just to see how much suffering we can take.&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He dismissed that thought as unworthy. He muttered: &amp;ldquo;Now I need another shower, though, and clean clothes.&amp;rdquo; He walked right past the Baths, wanting the cleansing power of the &amp;lsquo;magic&amp;rsquo; lockers in the Command Complex, rather than a random outfit from the Laundry.&amp;nbsp;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The trip to Tokyo for his now-routine speech and Q &amp;amp; A had been, until now...routine.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lsquo;Weird that jetting around the planet to talk about &amp;ldquo;The End Of The World As We Know It&amp;rdquo; has become so everyday for me.&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He put that aside: &amp;lsquo;My sparring partner here is a shihan: a sensei&amp;rsquo;s sensei. Relax and concentrate...&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://zzambrosius-02.dreamwidth.org/94046.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=94046" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-01-01:2690390:93847</id>
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    <title>I'KOSMAE: a Multiverse in the Balance Chapter Seventeen</title>
    <published>2020-07-31T17:44:50Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-07T02:21:38Z</updated>
    <category term="riots"/>
    <category term="politics economics and culture"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: center;" align="center"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;"&gt;CHAPTER SEVENTEEN: The Consequences of Folly&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Ambros found himself on his back, in some sort of shallow depression in the ground. He could see trees, nearby and in the distance, trees of an unfamiliar sort outlined against a dark cloudy sky. He smelled smoke, and the putrid smell of burning human flesh.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Something expoded, not too far away and his adrenaline spiked: &amp;lsquo;I remember...&amp;rsquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He&amp;rsquo;d been called away from teaching a lesson at Red Skolo, to help out in&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;i style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 13.333333015441895px;"&gt;Republique&amp;nbsp;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;i style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;Centralafrique&lt;/i&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;, Line Seven: &amp;lsquo;Situation did bite back, like I thought it might.&amp;rsquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He moved his limbs, one by one, and just a bit, to see if he&amp;rsquo;d been injured: &amp;lsquo;Apparently not.&amp;rsquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then his memory returned...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;I dropped in on Meg&amp;aacute;los&amp;rsquo; coordinates, but I found only his helm. Before I knew what hit me I was in a firefight, surrounded by three separate forces all bent on slaughtering each other.&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They&amp;rsquo;d only been shooting at him by accident.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He remembered seeing the shell crater and opting to get out of the line of fire. Then waking up...&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He rolled over, and checked his MPS: &amp;lsquo;I&amp;rsquo;m where I&amp;rsquo;m supposed to be,&amp;rsquo; he thought: &amp;lsquo;But nobody else who&amp;rsquo;s supposed to be here is.&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://zzambrosius-02.dreamwidth.org/93847.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=93847" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>I'KOSMAE: a Multiverse in the Balance Chapter Sixteen</title>
    <published>2020-07-17T20:15:44Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-07T02:25:38Z</updated>
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    <category term="swordplay"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;b style="font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;"&gt;CHAPTER SIXTEEN: The Grimbold Way; Africa Vienna and Budapest; Mark and Jimmy.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ambros said: &amp;ldquo;I think I&amp;rsquo;m ready...&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Will you be back tonight?&amp;rdquo; Kim asked.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;50-50.&amp;rdquo; Ambros replied: &amp;ldquo;it&amp;rsquo;s likely that I&amp;rsquo;ll run into friends, get invited to dinner or parties, drink too much, and sleep by somebody&amp;rsquo;s fire. If not, I&amp;rsquo;ll be back tonight.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Tomorrow morning, then,&amp;rdquo; she laughed: &amp;ldquo;I&amp;rsquo;ll stay the night, and see you when you drop in.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ambros also laughed.&amp;nbsp;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He had his SCA armor on, rattan arming sword and longsword and his shield in a duffle over his shoulder. He picked up a nine-foot carbon fiber pike from the floor beside him. He waved good-bye to Kim, and dropped in to a spot near the Main Battle Field at a site in Pennsylvania.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lsquo;This is the biggest, most elaborate encampment of SCAdians in the world: every year in August right here on this ground,&amp;rsquo; he mused.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looked around; no one paid him any mind. &amp;lsquo;As I expected. I dropped in right beside the Field, and no one even noticed!&amp;rsquo; He laughed to himself: &amp;lsquo;The sheer number of people hereabouts, as the first big battle of the day approaches, almost guarantees that my sudden appearance would go unnoticed.&amp;rsquo; Being in armor, he fit the scene so well that even someone who looked right at him as he manifested would simply convince themselves of some explanation.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://zzambrosius-02.dreamwidth.org/93694.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=93694" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>I'KOSMAE: a Multiverse in the Balance Chapter Fifteen</title>
    <published>2020-07-12T00:43:57Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-07T02:28:58Z</updated>
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    <category term="fairs and festivals"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;b style="font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;"&gt;CHAPTER FIFTEEN: After the Fair&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 8pt; font-family: Arial; color: rgb(38, 38, 38);"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 6pt 0in; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial; color: rgb(34, 34, 34);"&gt;&amp;ldquo;All governments suffer a recurring problem: Power attracts pathological personalities. It is not that power corrupts but that it is magnetic to the corruptible. Such people have a tendency to become drunk on violence, a condition to which they are quickly addicted.&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial; color: rgb(34, 34, 34);"&gt;&amp;mdash;&amp;thinsp;Frank Herbert,&amp;nbsp;&lt;i&gt;Chapterhouse: Dune&lt;/i&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They sat outside the Booth, facing the path. Sparrow and Luisa and Ambros made one end of the line, Ambros&amp;rsquo; chair and Luisa&amp;rsquo;s canted slightly toward Sparrow in the center. Other booth-mates straggled along the curtains that indicated that the booth had closed.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the distance Ambros could hear ragtime music, very slowly closing in from the right, down Strawberry Lane. Some other form of jazz sounded from in front of them somewhat to the left.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;I can hear Sweep Music,&amp;rdquo; said Sparrow.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The sun dropped behind the trees, cooling things significantly. Little sign remained of the flooding that accompanied Saturday morning&amp;rsquo;s thunderstorm.&amp;nbsp;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sparrow sighed: &amp;ldquo;I was out and about today, when the crowds were bad. Why do you suppose it is that people make such traffic jams when there is room for folks to get past?&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Luisa shrugged: &amp;ldquo;I try not to even go out during the day.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ambros said: &amp;ldquo;Here at the booth, we have counters between us and the crowd. But I have noticed what you are talking about.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Why do you suppose it clogs up?&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Well, in part it must be the natural disorganization of the hippie subculture. Not that that subculture is a bad thing,&amp;nbsp;&lt;i&gt;per se&lt;/i&gt;. The hippies had a point, when thay rejected establishment forms of organization.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;I get what you&amp;rsquo;re saying,&amp;rdquo; said Sparrow: &amp;ldquo;But most of the crowd on the paths are paying customers and most of&amp;nbsp;&lt;i&gt;them&lt;/i&gt;have no hippiness about them at all.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Yeah, that&amp;rsquo;s a point.&amp;rdquo; Ambros fell silent. After a long pause, he said: &amp;ldquo;Say that the opposite were true: everyone on the paths&amp;nbsp;&lt;i&gt;could&lt;/i&gt;look around, see the line they ought to take for the convenience of themselves and others, and then imagine that they&amp;nbsp;&lt;i&gt;took&amp;nbsp;&lt;/i&gt;that line. When someone wanted to check out a booth, they&amp;rsquo;d move aside; when the path narrowed&amp;mdash;naturally or because of an ambience performer&amp;mdash;they&amp;rsquo;d string out a bit, and leave room for people to go both ways, and also space for people to shop at the booths.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Why don&amp;rsquo;t people do that?&amp;rdquo; asked Luisa.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ambros shrugged: &amp;ldquo;Global Malaise?&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://zzambrosius-02.dreamwidth.org/93248.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=93248" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-01-01:2690390:92936</id>
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    <title>I'KOSMAE: a Multiverse in the Balance Chapter Fourteen</title>
    <published>2020-06-28T18:25:33Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-07T02:31:56Z</updated>
    <category term="fairs and festivals"/>
    <category term="catholic workers"/>
    <category term="politics economics and culture"/>
    <category term="giant ants"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;b style="font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;"&gt;CHAPTER FOURTEEN: Bruce Visits the Fair; A Blast From the Past; A New Leg To Stand On.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ambros and Bruce dropped in to the Fair site on Saturday around noon. He used the wild area near Daredevil Palace as their drop-in: with his Shifter still active, he could see hundreds of Traces, the spoor of Commonwealthers visiting the Fair. He sent a mental command to the Shifter, shutting it down. It bore a distinct resemblance to a hockey puck, though it was fractionally lighter. He stowed it in the pocket on the front of his kilt.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looked his companion over and thought: &amp;lsquo;Bruce is a Giant Ant, for all practical purposes. Oh, there are a lot of small differences...and big ones, too; like the Squid sticking out of the top of its head.&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Most people would see Bruce and call it an Ant, though: &amp;lsquo;We certainly did, when the Commonwealth first ran into them.&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He knew that the creature had an internal skeleton as well as its chitinous carapace. &amp;lsquo;...and the cyborg aspect, don&amp;rsquo;t forget that part. Most of its memory is in the mechanical-biological computer set in its thorax.&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two metallic tentacles dangled from the silvery rectangular panel set into its carapace. Occasionally these waved around, often in sync with the antennae on the &amp;ldquo;Ant&amp;rdquo; part&amp;rsquo;s head.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lsquo;The machine stores memory and works logically. The Squid feels emotion&amp;mdash;exactly what sort is hard to say&amp;mdash; and provides motivation. The actual Ant part is more or less a biological bicycle, although with senses that the other two parts lack. And these three organisms have been a commensal and collective intelligence for at least several million years.&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He spoke aloud: &amp;ldquo;This is gonna be a riot. I hope not actually...&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://zzambrosius-02.dreamwidth.org/92936.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=92936" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-01-01:2690390:92744</id>
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    <title>I'KOSMAE: a Multiverse in the Balance Chapter Thirteen</title>
    <published>2020-06-21T17:20:26Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-07T02:35:08Z</updated>
    <category term="polyamory"/>
    <category term="technology"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: center;" align="center"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;"&gt;CHAPTER THIRTEEN: Assault and Battery; Friday at the Country Fair&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: center;" align="center"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wednesday before the Fair rolled around, and Rose House was in a state of Chaos. Ambros decided that he was &amp;ldquo;in the way&amp;rdquo;, and slipped out the back to the garage: &amp;ldquo;I definitely need a new walking stick. I might as well get it done right now.&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;An hour or two passed, with him hard at work.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kim poked her head into the garage: &amp;ldquo;What&amp;rsquo;s up?&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He noticed her, and shut off the saber saw he&amp;rsquo;d been using. He pulled an earplug out and asked: &amp;ldquo;What&amp;rsquo;s that?&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Oh. Earplugs.&amp;rdquo; She pointed back at the house: &amp;ldquo;We&amp;rsquo;re almost ready to head out.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Well, I&amp;rsquo;m about done with this. I&amp;rsquo;ll be there in a few minutes.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She blew him a kiss and went back inside.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He squeezed a rubber &amp;lsquo;foot&amp;rsquo; one-quarter full of glue and seated it solidly onto the end of his new stick.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He swept up the sawdust and shavings and small bits of wood and leather that littered the floor of his very small workroom in Rose House&amp;rsquo;s detached garage: &amp;lsquo;Most of the room in here is food storage and random tools. Stuff that Marie and Luisa collected over the years.&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He stepped out of the garage and closed the door; he rattled the door to make sure it was secure.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He stepped into the center of the patio and set his feet in a fighting stance. He raised himself on the balls of his feet, &amp;lsquo;feeling&amp;rsquo; the prosthetic leg as it mimicked his own. He sighed at the pain in the stump of his leg, where the prosthetic attached.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He closed his eyes, breathing deeply.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He held the new stick on the palms of his hands and looked it over: &amp;ldquo;I cut this sucker off the plum tree in the rose garden last fall, while I was putting the garden to bed for the winter. Nice and dry now...it planed nicely, and the curve is just right...this wrist guard is pretty subtle, but it will give me a bit of protection if I have to use this in self-defense...&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He took it in hand in the way of a sword, and swung it through a couple quick forms: &amp;lsquo;The prosthetic works...okay, I guess. I just hope I don&amp;rsquo;t have to fight, that&amp;rsquo;s all. One wouldn&amp;rsquo;t think the Country Fair was a place where a fight was waiting to happen...but one did happen to me there last year.&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://zzambrosius-02.dreamwidth.org/92744.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(50, 49, 51); font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=92744" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-01-01:2690390:92652</id>
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    <title>I'KOSMAE: a Multiverse in the Balance Chapter Twelve</title>
    <published>2020-06-13T00:05:13Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-07T02:38:18Z</updated>
    <category term="spooks"/>
    <category term="swordplay"/>
    <category term="sortition"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"&gt;CHAPTER&amp;nbsp;TWELVE: Early July:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;b style="font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;; font-size: 10pt; text-align: center;"&gt;The further adventures of Hector Miller; Sortition; Birmingham&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ambros woke the next morning to an epiphany. Marie lay beside him, almost awake. He groaned. His left leg cramped, or seemed to.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;What&amp;rsquo;s the matter?&amp;rdquo; she asked.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He sighed: &amp;ldquo;I dreamed that Otto Bauer was living in my office at the Salon.&amp;rdquo; He gestured: &amp;ldquo;In the ceiling. Crazy.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Yes...&amp;rdquo; she said, eyes more open and eyebrows raised.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;It got me thinking: Posse Comitatus obviously knew I&amp;rsquo;d respond to their fake note from Mark; they must have a bug in my office. They had to know I was there to find the note, before kidnapping Mark, right?&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Yeah, I guess...&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;They couldn&amp;rsquo;t have been tailing me without my tech noticing. So...&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;So you better find that bug.&amp;rdquo; She rolled over: &amp;ldquo;I need more sleep. I have to cook for that party at the Country Club tonight...&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He kissed the back of her neck: &amp;ldquo;See ya.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://zzambrosius-02.dreamwidth.org/92652.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=92652" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-01-01:2690390:92192</id>
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    <title>I'KOSMAE: a Multiverse in the Balance Chapter Eleven</title>
    <published>2020-05-31T19:50:47Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-07T02:41:36Z</updated>
    <category term="politics economics culture"/>
    <category term="swordplay"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;b style="font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;"&gt;CHAPTER ELEVEN:&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="text-align: center; font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;"&gt;Ambros Says No; a Meeting or Two; Trauma&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: center;" align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Athelas Italic&amp;quot;;"&gt;&amp;ldquo;Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will rule your life and you will call it Fate.&amp;rdquo;&amp;mdash;CGJung&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When he woke the next morning, it was to a Herald&amp;rsquo;s cry: &amp;ldquo;Pick up your trash, pack up your stuff! Site closes at 4 PM! Leave the place cleaner than you found it! You don&amp;rsquo;t have to go home, but you can&amp;rsquo;t stay here! Thank you!&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 9pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Marie appeared in the door of the tent: &amp;ldquo;Tea is ready, and the sun is out. The canvas may well be dry before we take it down.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He stretched and groaned as joints popped and muscles complained: &amp;ldquo;That will save a lot of time and effort. My holiday is over...just about. I&amp;rsquo;d just as soon not have to set everything up in the parking lot to dry later this week.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Oh. Yeah, that&amp;rsquo;d be a pain.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He rolled out of the bed and began to dress.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He contemplated returning to the Real World: &amp;lsquo;Or to the real worlds, all of them.&amp;rsquo; He sighed: &amp;lsquo;Stuff to do.&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;It was two days later; it took that long to sort out the trailer and do the laundry: &amp;lsquo;I&amp;rsquo;d forgotten how much work I used to do before and after those SCA campouts...&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He sat at the south side of a large round table in a room in a stoa at Red Warrior Guild Skolo.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He&amp;rsquo;d been awakened that morning by multiple calls on his MPS, the request for this meeting among them.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Other calls included a ping from his desktop, alerting him to news stories about the Homeless population of Eugene: &amp;lsquo;Seems that a bunch of the rowdier Borderers moved across the river into Springfield,&amp;rsquo; he thought. He pondered that story: &amp;lsquo;When asked why, they said they felt harrassed in Eugene, so they fled across to Springfield.&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now Eugene&amp;rsquo;s nearby neighbor was suffering from the BLM&amp;rsquo;s eviction of the Swampers, and they didn&amp;rsquo;t like it&amp;mdash;not one bit: &amp;lsquo;The funniest part is The Mayor of Springfield accusing Eugene&amp;rsquo;s cops and Councillors of deliberately driving the Borderers over the Willamette. Not that that&amp;rsquo;s unlikely, but it&amp;rsquo;s funny.&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His shoulders ached: &amp;lsquo;Not from swordplay&amp;mdash;I&amp;rsquo;m accustomed to that, again&amp;mdash;but from setting up and tearing down that camp. I&amp;rsquo;m really glad I got out of there with dry canvas.&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He dragged his attention back to the present; he stared with some dismay at the trio of Red Warrior Guild Magistrae who had asked him for the meeting.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Something wrong?&amp;rdquo; asked the Eldest of them (in appearance at least).&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://zzambrosius-02.dreamwidth.org/92192.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=92192" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-01-01:2690390:91932</id>
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    <title>I'KOSMAE: a Multiverse in the Balance Chapter Ten</title>
    <published>2020-05-23T03:45:08Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-07T02:44:40Z</updated>
    <category term="i'kosmae"/>
    <category term="alt history"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;b style="font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;"&gt;CHAPTER TEN: The William Marshall and Isabel de Clare Memorial Tournament&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ambros and Kim were setting up the Gigantic Roman Wall Tent, which was the last one up.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;I&amp;rsquo;m gonna lift this beam up and when the holes line up you jam that pin through...&amp;rdquo; He grunted as he moved the 2x6 into position. Kim slid the wooden pin in.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Okay, three more like that and we&amp;rsquo;re done with tents.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kim sighed, then grinned: &amp;ldquo;It&amp;rsquo;s hard, but I bet it&amp;rsquo;ll be worth it.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Yeah,&amp;rdquo; he said. They finished the set-up, and stood breathing for a bit.&amp;nbsp;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ambros looked to the west, gauged the wind: &amp;ldquo;It&amp;nbsp;&lt;i&gt;will&amp;nbsp;&lt;/i&gt;rain this weekend.&amp;rdquo; He glanced around: &amp;ldquo;Hey!&amp;rdquo; he shouted: &amp;ldquo;Three guys to help for a minute?&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two young men, Squires by their red belts, looked at each other; one of them shrugged and they came over: &amp;ldquo;How can we be of service?&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A third man walked over: &amp;ldquo;What&amp;rsquo;s up?&amp;rdquo; His red belt looked brand new.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;I want to move this tent two feet north...that way. So the doorway is under the edge of the kitchen. One guy on each corner. Lift smoothly and move it to...there...And then the wedge tent, too...Perfect!&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ambros looked at the full set-up critically, then said: &amp;ldquo;We&amp;rsquo;ll be ready to rope them down if it gets windy, but for now...&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kim looked at the complete encampment with a little frown.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ambros took three small silver coins stamped with his arms from a pouch on his white leather belt: &amp;ldquo;Thank you, gentlemen.&amp;rdquo; He handed one to each man; they examined them.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Wow,&amp;rdquo; said one.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Thank you, sir.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The third man looked closely at the coin in his hand: &amp;ldquo;Your Excellency,&amp;rdquo; he said, bowing: &amp;ldquo;Will there be anything else?&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ambros quirked an eyebrow: &amp;ldquo;Tell your knight&amp;mdash;or knights&amp;mdash;that I commend your courtesy and helpfulness, and invite them to come see me...Friday evening, if that is convenient.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;We&amp;rsquo;ll do it, Excellency.&amp;rdquo; They walked off, chatting animatedly.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kim said: &amp;ldquo;I see what you&amp;rsquo;ve done here.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://zzambrosius-02.dreamwidth.org/91932.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=91932" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-01-01:2690390:91810</id>
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    <title>An anniversary (First published May 4th 2015)</title>
    <published>2020-05-04T16:57:41Z</published>
    <updated>2020-05-04T16:57:41Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&amp;nbsp;&lt;span style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;"&gt;Today is the anniversary of the day when my life began to turn. Even at the tender age of fifteen, it struck me that what happened at Kent State was wrong, wrong, wrong. And if that act by the Gov't was wrong, what else was?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;"&gt;From every adult relative on both sides of my family I heard the same wrong thing: &amp;quot;It should have been done long ago...&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;"&gt;Even at that age, I knew better. I realized that my life was in the hands of people who could not be trusted.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;"&gt;Nixon had turned his rough beast toward another country. Now Cambodia was to be the next domino to fall; not to the evils of &amp;quot;communism&amp;quot;, but to the savage bombing, the chemical warfare, and the indiscriminate slaughter due to the pawns on Kissinger's chessboard.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;"&gt;Of course, it was many years before I saw all of it that clearly...why the college kids were protesting, the evil enterprise that was the Vietnam War, the foul calculus that Eisenhower and Kennedy and Johnson and Nixon had *all* engaged in.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;"&gt;My education up till then had been in the hands of people who wouldn't have dared to whisper about things like the Ludlow Massacre, Triangle Shirtwaist, Haymarket or Joe Hill. Nor, of course, would any of them even have thought of questioning the Gov't about the supposed &amp;quot;Gulf of Tonkin Incident.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;"&gt;It was soon after that day that I took things into my own hands: surreptitiously, of course. After all, I still lived among untrustworthy adults, and I was still in their power. But I began to read books and papers that would have been utterly disapproved by my relatives. I began to understand the slow creep toward fascism that was evident even in the early seventies.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;"&gt;Now, I look around me, and I despair. That slow creep is still creeping, so slowly that very few people notice it. We're boiling the planet, like frogs in a slow cooker, and our 'betters' are cranking up the heat. Industrial society is poisoning our air and water and soil, even as it sells us Big Macs  and Powerbooks. Bread and circuses for high-tech slaves and the plebian underclasses.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;"&gt;This why I write the fiction that I write: to try to turn people's eyes to some better way, in the certain knowledge that I have little chance of doing so. But there's that tiny bit of hope...forlorn, even ridiculous, but it's there.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;"&gt;Slow progress is still progress, right?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;"&gt;Right. Back to the salt mines, I guess.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;br style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;" /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 16px; caret-color: rgb(62, 62, 62); color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;, Arial, sans-serif;"&gt;See ya!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=91810" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>I'KOSMAE: a Multiverse in the Balance Chapter Nine</title>
    <published>2020-04-26T19:23:15Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-07T02:47:49Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;b style="font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;"&gt;CHAPTER NINE: How Do You Own Disorder?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ambros eased out of the extra-wide bed and slipped on a pair of trousers, loose around the legs. He pulled the drawstrings tight and tied them off, shaking his hips to settle the waistband.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He pushed the sliding door aside, careful to make no noise. He glanced back at Kim and Jimmy, who had spooned together, still asleep.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He stepped out into the colonnade and leaned on the railing, looking over the City of Athino.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lsquo;I might be looking at any City in the Greek World,&amp;rsquo; he thought: &amp;lsquo;Especially from this vantage, one story up from street level.&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He hummed a little off-key as he gazed across the landscape. None of the great landmarks of ancient Athens were visible from that vantage: the General Quarters stoa stood near the Outer Wall, and faced southwest, toward the more open countryside, dotted with farmhouses and barns.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lsquo;And greenhouses,&amp;rsquo; he thought. He watched as a crew of Laborers began disassembling one of those, loading the modular panels onto a flatbed trailer.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;More than a tenday into Warming,&amp;rdquo; he murmured to himself: &amp;ldquo;and the Summer Solstice is about a month away in the US calendar. I guess it&amp;rsquo;s time to put away the glass&amp;mdash;transparent aluminum, I mean...&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He wondered if Voukli had watched the movie he&amp;rsquo;d sent her.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Whatever. It&amp;rsquo;s time to put the stuff away.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He felt at peace: &amp;lsquo;I slept all night without grinding my teeth, my shoulders are relaxed, I even feel reasonably loose and mobile through the hips...&amp;rsquo; He wiggled those, perceiving the small amount of tension still there, beyond what it took to keep a human upright.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He did nothing about that tension. He was content.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The City slowly woke up, as he watched. The Dawn Bell rang: &amp;ldquo;About six AM our time. The sun&amp;rsquo;s been up for a while, though.&amp;rdquo; He contemplated the way the Commonwealth had recalibrated their clocks when contact with the larger world demanded a global system: &amp;lsquo;In the 16&lt;sup&gt;th&lt;/sup&gt;century, our calendar...&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His MPS lit up, buzzing in alarm. He tapped it and got a message: &amp;ldquo;Earthquake Drill! This is a Drill! Evacuate buildings, follow the holos!&amp;rdquo; A deep, almost gong-like bell rang over the City, a warning to anyone whose MPS&amp;mdash;or &amp;ldquo;karpeto&amp;rdquo;, as they called it in Athino&amp;mdash; might be disabled.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://zzambrosius-02.dreamwidth.org/91587.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=91587" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-01-01:2690390:91328</id>
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    <title>I'KOSMAE: a Multiverse in the Balance Chapter Eight</title>
    <published>2020-04-05T22:57:08Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-07T02:50:59Z</updated>
    <category term="i'kosmae"/>
    <category term="commonwealth"/>
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    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;b style="font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;"&gt;CHAPTER EIGHT: Optimism of the Will&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: center;" align="center"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Time passed as time does: for humans, anyway; and Ambros was busy enough that it passed at a gallop, seemingly. April 15&lt;sup&gt;th&lt;/sup&gt;came and went, and they filed Rose House Collective&amp;rsquo;s ridiculously complex tax forms in the nick of time. Ambros had planned for new students, and cleared part of his schedule to allow for a Beginner&amp;rsquo;s class. Sweeping and vacuuming had got the Salon as ready for that as he could make it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He had the comfy chair in his office in reclined position, resting his body while his mind worked. He was in the midst of another routine chore: checking up on the news in his own Line, via the programs he&amp;rsquo;d written for his desktop. Ambros suddenly sat up, alert.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Arial Bold&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Machine! Stop. Go back and get me more about the mysterious flying objects that the US Navy is chasing around San Diego...&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Dhulyena,&amp;rdquo; said his machine.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He waited, for an unusually long time. As he waited, he thought: &amp;lsquo;Well, this is definitely more interesting than a crashing stock market or more news about Congress and President Gore...&amp;rsquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then the machine said: &amp;ldquo;No other information is available in the Establishment Media. Rumors are transmuting into conspiracy theories in the UFOlogy blogosphere...&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;ldquo;Skip that generally, but link me to any that look halfway reasonable.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://zzambrosius-02.dreamwidth.org/91328.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=91328" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-01-01:2690390:90938</id>
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    <title>Dystopian Dreams</title>
    <published>2020-03-27T03:40:28Z</published>
    <updated>2020-03-27T03:40:28Z</updated>
    <category term="pandemic"/>
    <category term="ambros rothakis"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;I had the weirdest dream last night. I&amp;rsquo;ve been pondering it all day, and beginning to elaborate it a bit, (For purposes of Fiction...) so I&amp;rsquo;m writing the bones of it down here before it gets too distorted.&amp;nbsp;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I &amp;ldquo;wake up&amp;rdquo;. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Marian is sitting on the bed beside me, dressed for work and looking at her Mac. I glance at the clock and so does she: 8:06 it says.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She says: &amp;ldquo;Oh shit!&amp;rdquo; and closes the Mac and runs downstairs. I can hear her shoes clomping around as she gets her coat and stuff. I get up and start getting dressed: long sleeved red t-shirt, knee-high wool socks, stripy PJ pants and Skechers. While I&amp;rsquo;m doing that I holler: &amp;ldquo;If you miss the bus I&amp;rsquo;ll take you to work!&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She says something but I can&amp;rsquo;t understand it.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Time skip.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;rsquo;m getting off the bus in Downtown Eugene. It is recognizable as such because of the bus station, the Library, and the Atrium Building. But there are a lot of Soviet style &amp;ldquo;Brutalist&amp;rdquo; buildings interspersed around the area...like Bauhaus on steroids. There is a lot more auto traffic; there is a freeway flyover that passes over the Library.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;rsquo;m looking around, confused. I can&amp;rsquo;t seem to think straight. I say: &amp;ldquo;What am I doing here?&amp;rdquo; Then I remember: &amp;ldquo;I was taking Marian to work...But I&amp;rsquo;m not in my truck, I rode the bus.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I start looking for the truck anyway. A lot of the folks walking around&amp;mdash;maybe 90%&amp;mdash;have various improvised facemasks on. I get nervous, wondering if I should have one, too.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Time skip.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now I&amp;rsquo;m at a caf&amp;eacute; called &amp;ldquo;Jazzy Ladies&amp;rdquo; (a real place). I decide that since I have a bunch of cash in my pocket and I&amp;rsquo;m really hungry, I&amp;rsquo;ll order breakfast and drink a bunch of coffee and see if that gets my head on straight. I order.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The cook comes out from the back and asks me some odd question about my order. I notice that his eyes are bloodshot and glassy and he has a nosebleed. I answer him and he goes back to the kitchen. I decide to leave.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I slurp all the coffee and leave three twenties on the table and get out of there.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Time skip.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;rsquo;m in some other caf&amp;eacute; and I look across the street at the overpass (Ferry Street Bridge Access). It&amp;rsquo;s three times the size of what it is in real life and literally shaking with stop-and-go traffic. For some reason I look at a particular concrete strut/diagonal support and think: &amp;lsquo;I should put one of the bombs&amp;nbsp;&lt;b&gt;right there&lt;/b&gt;.&amp;rsquo; I start to get up to go do that when I realize that I&amp;rsquo;m still in my pajama pants and the bombs are in the cargo pants.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Time skip.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;rsquo;m heading for a bus stop near Jazzy Ladies to catch the #40 bus to go home. The 40 pulls away before I can board, so I&amp;rsquo;m stuck for &amp;frac12; hour. There are even more Brutalist buildings thereabouts.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I notice that some people are wearing masks, but many more have taken them off. The people without masks are bloodshot and glassy eyed and most of them have nosebleeds. I keep moving around, not wanting any of them behind me. When I have a chance to get close to the bus stop, I see signs with OCF &amp;ldquo;Peach&amp;rdquo; logos that announce that &amp;ldquo;due to circumstances etc. only healthy people can board the bus to the Fair Site and once you&amp;rsquo;re there, you can&amp;rsquo;t leave.&amp;rdquo;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I notice other signs saying that healthy people can take any outbound bus, but no passengers may come back inbound. The sick people start to move in my direction.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: medium; font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0.25in;"&gt;I wake up. I look around. I immediately say out loud: &amp;ldquo;Was that a dream?&amp;rdquo;&lt;/span&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=zzambrosius_02&amp;ditemid=90938" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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